Friday, June 30, 2006

Dagger
To be attacked by someone with a dagger warns of bodily injury from an enemy or a mugger. To see a dagger in your dream is a warning to be careful of saying 'cutting' words to someone. To wrench the dagger from someones hand means you will overcome adversity and misfortune.

Gun
A dream of guns of any type is a dream of misfortune as it denotes an injustice will be done to you or a close friend, on which you will have to spend much time, effort, and money to overcome. If you see yourself loading a gun you should be careful to guard your temper well.

Pregnancy
If the dreamer is a woman and you dream you are pregnant then you will see a big increase in your income, but if you are unwed and sad you will experience losses. For a man to dream that he is the father of the child he is warned about indiscriminate sexual relations and one night stands.

Poison
Dreams of poison often fall into general categories of power, suicide, or revenge. Poison is a powerful image for us, as from childhood we were all taught the dangers of it. Power dreams often involve drinking poison without consequence. Many times, the dream world provides the ability to act without concern for outcomes and to assert free will over social constraints. The poison dream can represent this, depending on what poison was consumed, under what initiative, and who watched the deed. Suicide-by-poisoning dreams often have little to do with suicide, but much to do with peer-pressure, difficult work relationships, or a lack of personal power. In dreams of this nature, the dream may be teaching you that a certain part of your life is self-destructive. Finally, the dream of poisoning as an act of revenge may reveal latent or unexpressed anger towards the object of your revenge. Poison is a satisfying way to commit a crime because we often associate it with painful death and sneakiness.

Monday, June 26, 2006

imagine listening to a 3 hour lecture with the movie-phone guy.

-__-;; yea...big headache..

Saturday, June 24, 2006

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lee chun soo is younger than me!!! -__-;;

i like him. he's just...i donno. i just like him. he's my favorite player.

go corea! (i know they lost, but i don't care.)

Thursday, June 22, 2006

when did i become such a crochety, grumpy and mean person??

*sigh*

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

omg.

i'm
so
behind.

and i keep waking up so late!! -__-;;

*sigh*

please be over soon.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

sometimes, i just want to run away. far far away.

Friday, June 16, 2006

what i wanted

i went to the salon, and as a salute to my last summer to be able to do something crazy with my hair, i asked for blue highlights. this is what i came out with:











i LOVED it!! it was SO perfect and even though i wanted blue, i fell in love with this purple.

anyway, long story short i had to get a touch up because it started fading after day one (yea, i washed it but she didn't tell me not to~~). so she starts by saying that she would make it more blue cuz that's what i originally wanted, but i told her that i really loved the purple and could she please keep that color.

*sigh* this is what color my hair is now:





you can't really tell b/c it's too subtle but my hair is now various shades of dark blue. i can't take any decent pictures b/c it's too dark. and doesn't show.

yea, i know i went back to get it fixed. yea, i wish i hadn't now. yea, i know it's only hair. and yea, yesterday, i was like this about the purple, but then i realllly fell in love with it. hopefully i fall in love with this blue by tomorrow.

*sigh* i miss you purple...
thank you..?

i never realized how blessed i have been to have a family that is often annoying, intrusive and demanding until i talked to some law school friends yesterday. my family rarely understood what it meant for me to be in law school (and my older sister still doesn't really get the bar exam thing). but this has kept me from being sucked into the law school black hole. i'm not unhappy and i don't have any (really) horrible memories from law school, and if i knew what i did now the day i took the LSAT, i woulda taken it again. i never felt like law school completely ruled over my life and it's b/c my family, unintentionally, wouldn't let me.

thank you.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

more chuckles..

heaven: green eun 'gue-leen' (she's teaching you that green is 'gue-leen' in korean, HAHAHA, how cute!)
chuckle, snort, har har

me: [making reservations for hotel in ontario for bar exam]
mierie (4.0 student @ UCLA, btw): what are u doing?
me: i'm makin hotel reservations.
mierie: why???
me: for the bar exam.
mierie: what the?? you're gonna become a BARTENDER???
haerie: [cracking up] yea, mierie. didn't u know?
mierie: why?????
haerie and me: HAHAHAHAHAhahahahahahahAHHAHahhAHHAHAHAHHAhAHHA
mierie: what? you're not gonna become a bartender?

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me: so your relative, who is she?
kevin: it's my mom's brother's wife.
me: ...you mean.. your aunt?
kevin: oh...yea....

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kevin: [i don't remember about what]
me: you are such a little boy!
kevin: heh heh, yea..
[pause]
kevin: no, i'm a MAAAAAN~~
me: that was sOoooOo late!

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[whenever i talked to haerie from berkeley]
haerie: so, what time is it over there?
me: ....

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heaven: yoobin is mine.
me: no, she's mine.
heaven: noo!! she's mine!
me: no, she's mine! she looks just like me!
heaven: noooooO~~ she's mine!
me: no she's mommy's.
heaven: nooooooooooooo~!

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haemie: heaven, can mommy have coffee?
heaven: NO! drink tea!
haemie: pleeeeaassee? can i?
heaven: [shaking finger at haemie] i said no!

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..sigh.. things that get me thru the day. x)

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

i made it to class early today!

but it wasn't really by choice..

my 2 aunts and 1 uncle are visiting from corea. this means i have been kicked out of my room and am sleeping in the living room.

i had plans to wake up early to have breakfast with kevin, but before my alarm could go off, i hear the tv blasting at the god-forsaken hour of 6 am.. -__-;; yep, the freakin corea v. togo soccer game. i tried to give the hint by pulling the blanket over my head.. nope, didn't work.

i refused to give up so i continued to sleep on my makeshift bed on the living room floor... only to be violently woken up every 5 mins or so by my uncles incomplete shouts "dwet dah dwet dah dwet da..OH...*disappointed sigh*"

after an hour of this, what could i do? so i woke up and joined them. (to which my uncle said, "how could you miss such an important game??" instead of apologizing for waking me up!!!) thank goodness corea won.

it's funny now.. but not very funny when i was sleeping. *sigh*

Monday, June 12, 2006

"The hardest of all is learning to be a well of affection, and not a fountain; to show them we love them not when we feel like it, but when they do."

quote found while xanga stalking.. x) heee, thanks sumin (altho u don't know it~ kakaka)
oops

the below post posted twice, i donno why. i was gonna delete one, but @ this point, it seems fitting to have it twice.
omg, i'm freakin out..
omg, i'm freakin out..

Friday, June 09, 2006

it's official!

as of today, i have a j.d.

...wow.. crazy.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

When we go through trials and troubles we can always rely on God and know that He will be with us and will help us through. Clouds and rain can help make your roots strong and give you stability if you let God work through them. David in Psalms 124:1 - 8 expressed the same idea. So let us rejoice in our clouds and rain and know that God is still in control even when we can't see Him. (Living with Muscular Dystrophy)
-David Vincent
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One thing we may be sure of, however: For the believer all pain has meaning; all adversity is profitable. There is no question that adversity is difficult. It usually takes us by surprise and seems to strike where we are most vulnerable. To us it often appears completely senseless and irrational, but to God none of it is either senseless or irrational. He has a purpose in every pain He brings or allows in our lives. We can be sure that in some way He intends it for our profit and His glory.
-Jerry Bridges

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thanks jae. x) God is truly merciful.

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on another note..
we semi-adopted shiro. me and kev went back to visit them around 2am the day after we met him.. we found that he had a family of his very own! he had 2 kittens and a very upset wife. we went for the next 2 nights, just to feed them and stuff. we named them: shiro, booger, plain jane, and mommy bitchiest (she was a feisty one; we never saw her after that second night). i went again a couple of nights ago, and there was only one kitten left! i was really sad. i waited around for shiro and he never came. i hope nothing bad happened to him. i'm going to visit him again today.

lately i've been so exhausted. mostly emotionally and mentally, but the fatigue has been so great that it has manifested itself in my body too.

Lord let my prayer be only this: give me the strength to be obedient in the little (and big) things, and in doing so, help me to know you just a little better each day.

Friday, June 02, 2006

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting i miss shiro..


3 posts in 1 day... yea, i don't wanna study..
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2006. 6. 2 [in corea, it was the 2nd yesterday]

*he asked me what my name was, so i got to lean in and tell him............eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
yesterday was sOOOooOOo omoshiroi (interesting)

first, i was @ hodori w/ girsty and andrea. i was talking on the phone and looking over at the table next to us. the guy had a phone that was similar to mine, but thinner and smaller! so anyways, i was covetously staring at the phone. i looked up @ the owner. eh, not really interesting, so my eyes continued on. next guy: kinda old, you know, your typical ahjussi. my eyes wandered around the table to another guy who looked familiar, but it was one of those fleeting thoughts, but he was kinda cute so i kept staring, when suddenly i noticed the formation of the guy's lips as he talked. my jaw dropped when i realized it was:


right there, before my very eyes was KWON SANG WOO!! he is just as hot (if not hotter) in person that he is on screen.

and i turned to girsty but she already knew that something was up cuz my face was pale(r) and my heart was thumping so loudly i'm sure she heard. when i told her she was in disbelief.. but i was right!

i couldn't let this chance pass me by so i begged kristy to go with me so we could take a pic.. so for the first time in my life, i approached a star and asked him (in a tiny baby voice and broken korean) if we could take a picture. and he said..... no. Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting something about his skin not being beautiful. so that burst my bubble VERY quickly. girsty suggested i just take a candid, but... i felt bad. if a person doesn't want to get their picture taken, ya know? i shoulda just taken a few candids and then asked him, hahah~

in our dejectment, i didn't think to ask him for an autograph, so we had to bother him again (while he was eating) to get it. -__-;; i know, i know. at first when he rejected our picture i was like, "wat a jerk." but when he was signing, he was reeeeaaallly nice (and SOOOOO hot!) so i decided he's not a jerk after all. AHHHH!! so hot!

then i went to the park with kevin. we were just sitting on one of the benches talking when kevin pointed out this black cat. it was a GORGEOUS cat, but it was pretty skinny and you could tell it was a stray. but nonetheless, i called for the kitty and it just jumped up on the bench next to us! it was the most friendly cat ever~ and even more interesting was that it followed kevin around everywhere. then it followed me around. even while we were on the swings, it sat guard next to the poles. then suddenly he got up, walked over to the bench and started meowing really loudly. so i got up and went to sit next to him. he promptly sat on my lap and started to clean himself. he was SO gorgeous! and the most interesting cat i've ever met. so i decided to name him "omoshiroi" and "shiro" for short (which, ironically means "white" hee hee).

ok, time for class.