it's so hard when someone you care about suffers. i've never really been good at comforting others.. i guess it's because most of the time i'm the one that needs comforting..

i can't even pretend to understand what you're going through, and i can't fathom how must feel. but i hope that you know that i'm here for you, whatever your need. i'll keep praying for you.

what is it about crafts that just makes me want to do it all?

current obsession: stamping
currently surfing: stampendous.com


i want pretty much all of the stamps. well, about 50 of them.

AND i want all the paper and inks from stampin' up


*sigh*
i'm so greedy.

[edit]
yes, it's my birthday this wk.. x)

i almost killed briana today..

it is time to buy a new car. does anyone want to donate some money to the "haejin's new car" charity? my birthday is just around the corner.

*sigh*

how sad. i'm not that computer illiterate, am i?

brad pitt made $17.5M for meet joe black.
brad pitt made $17.5M for fight club.
in 1998, (according to Forbes) he made $40M.

jennifer aniston started at $75K per episode of friends and ended with $1M per episode.
from june 2001-june 2002, (according to Forbes) she made $24M.

what you can learn searching on the law web search systems. strangely, angelina is not listed.

hmm... [i'm in class. and i'm bored.]

more pics of bijou:







look at her tiny hands!

and of course, a post would not be complete without a picture of heaven:


these are all from my phone. CRAZY, huh???

our valentines fiasco;
so for valentines, i really wanted to go to rosalind's. it's a well-known ethiopian restaurant. i've heard really great things about this place and was told i had to try the honey wine.

we get there and it's really nice. the decor is cute and i was really excited.







ok, so the photos are blurry b/c there was no light and my camera on my phone doesn't have any flash.

anyway to make this long entry short, the food was interesting.. it wasn't bad, but it wasn't good either. x( and kevin ended up with a stomach ache after.. *sigh*





but the honey wine was good. i bought 2 bottles. one for my parents and one for his. x) at least there was one new good discovery.

seriously though, my bf is the best. not only did he buy me a kick ass phone, he also went and bought me my most favorite thing! i know it took him forever to find because it's been discontinued. *sigh* SO CONSIDERATE!!!

ok, time to sleep. good night!

jae? can you fix it?

why do i have boxes around everything!

my camera on my phone is kick ass!



heaven loves her little sister. aren't they beautiful????

how do i measure in God's eyes?

today i let God be straight-up offended.

my supervisor was telling me i needed to come to work on a saturday, and i told her i didn't know because i might be at a retreat for church. she then cocked her eyebrow @ me and said i MUST be at work and to tell the church to do it another day. to say the least, i was a little taken aback. first of all, this is a work-study job. she can't REQUIRE me to come to work on saturday. i'm a student first. but overlooking that minor detail, i explained to her that it was a church-wide thing and i couldn't back out of it. it was mandatory. she then said, "i know korean churches. they're cults!" and i responded, "no. i chose to do this." and she kept repeating, "i know. they're cults!" she said this at least 10 times. it was clear from her face (and i'm sure mine) that this was improper, but she wouldn't stop. there was another girl (student co-worker) and she managed to say, "you're so funny, M." i think she was sensing the tension and was trying to smooth it over.

...and i didn't know what to say. a few mins later, she asked me if i was offended and i said no even though i was clearly offended.

i think she knew because she came up to me later and asked again, to which i responded that i WAS offended, but that she was entitled to her opinion. she told me that her mom goes to a korean church and that her mom is obsessive. she thought she told me about this, so she was just joking and didn't mean to offend me. i assured her it was ok. but was that the good thing to do? i donno.. but i really didn't want to make a big deal about it because things with her are already strained (AKA: she's hard to work with) and i didn't want to create another barrier by getting offended and making a big deal about it.

but then i got to thinking.. what if this happens again and the next time, they don't come up and ask me again? will i be able to stand up for God? if i can't even stand up for God and what i believe in, how effective will i be standing up for other people? isn't that what i will be doing in the future as an attorney? what if the next time it's a partner at a law firm? do you argue and try to prove your point, or do you just sit there demurely and take it? or is there a middleground somewhere?

i don't know. i was just so offended at that moment. @ the same time, i wanted to show her God's love too and was thinking perhaps this was the best way. but maybe that was just my "easy way out" justification.. you know? it made me realize how much more guidance and accountability i need. i think this may be God's way of gently nudging me to find more ways to be with Him. i've been putting off reading the Bible by leaving my Bible in my car; i've been putting off praying; i've been putting off joining lifegroups..i've just been putting my spiritual life on hold so i can "get my life together." (AKA lazy excuses).

..so although today was a slap in the face, it did make me jung shin cha ryuh.

friends, won't you keep me accountable?

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edit:
the post about studying 60 hrs is NOT in effect yet. x) right now i'm concentrating on having plenty of fun so that when i'm in 60-hrs-a-week-study-mode, i won't be hating life.

..so, who wants to play?

instead of sleeping, i'm looking at all the dvd's i want, but don't have:

- i really want all of the friends dvd's. they're just funny. no matter how many times i've watched them, it just cracks me up.

- gilmore girls! i love gilmore girls!

- harry potter 4 (the one with the box cover too; i was really sad 3 didn't come with one..)

- maybe will&grace. it's in its final season, huh? it was about time..

- just shoot me. again, freakin hilarious~

- sex and the city. i donno. it's just enjoyable. and the cases are so darn pretty~

hmm, these are all tv series (except harry potter). what does that say? basically that the tv series ones are too expensive and i can't afford them, haha~ *sigh*

i should be studying or sleeping. i'm a retard, and i know it~

in my excitement i forgot to say: MY PHONE IS HERE! it's SOOOOOOOO perty!!! omg, and SO frikkin awesome~ the only bad thing is it has a very low battery life, but considering how small it is, i guess i can't complain. x)

OMG, my phone is frikking AWESOME!

thank you!!!

for myself:
i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once. i'd rather study 60 hrs a wk than take the bar exam more than once.

memorable moments:
sushi chef: you know when girls get married, you can't meet them anymore because their husbands don't like it when they meet their guy friends.
alex: i know. i can't wait [for haejin to get married].

*sigh*

on another note:
alex: i thought i was being a little too mean to you today, but you were a good sport tonight. good for you!

-__-;;

a typical conversation with my bf:
muheehee says:
i'm just leaving home
muheehee says:
hee
muheehee says:
i'm so bad
Byung Chan Kang says:
????
muheehee says:
but i did tell them i'd be late
muheehee says:
i have to go to the state bar
Byung Chan Kang says:
overslept? sick?
Byung Chan Kang says:
state bar?
muheehee says:
i'm just exhausted
muheehee says:
to turn in the stuff
muheehee says:
i've had a really few days
Byung Chan Kang says:
icic
muheehee says:
m was 9-5 then tutor then run
Byung Chan Kang says:
whoa
Byung Chan Kang says:
haha
muheehee says:
Tu was 9 optometrist, 12 mtg, 1-3 class 3-7:30 class
Byung Chan Kang says:
oops...i thought u were jae
muheehee says:
then tutor
muheehee says:
HEY!
muheehee says:
WAT THE HECK!?!?!?
muheehee says:
ARE YOU HAVING AN AFFAIR?@?!?!
Byung Chan Kang says:
cuz u never talk to me online this early
muheehee says:
I AM SO MAD
muheehee says:
BYE
Byung Chan Kang says:
sorry
Byung Chan Kang says:
no~~~~
Byung Chan Kang says:
also i didn't even see u sign on
Byung Chan Kang says:
sorry
muheehee says:
watever
muheehee says:
goodbye
Byung Chan Kang says:
please~~
muheehee says:
obviously you're thinking about someone else
Byung Chan Kang says:
i only talk to you and jae on msn....i don't even talk to my co-workers
muheehee says:
WATEVER
Byung Chan Kang says:
and u usually sign on in the afternoon

and of course,
jae's response:
the natural language, as it were, expressed by the countenance... says:
hahahahahaha
the natural language, as it were, expressed by the countenance... says:
that's actually funny
the natural language, as it were, expressed by the countenance... says:
haha
muheehee says:
it's SAD
the natural language, as it were, expressed by the countenance... says:
hahaha
the natural language, as it were, expressed by the countenance... says:
what can i say~ haha


bastards!!!