Out of the depths I cry to you, O LORD ;
O Lord, hear my voice.
Let your ears be attentive
to my cry for mercy.
If you, O LORD , kept a record of sins,
O Lord, who could stand?
But with you there is forgiveness;
therefore you are feared.
I wait for the LORD , my soul waits,
and in his word I put my hope.
My soul waits for the Lord
more than watchmen wait for the morning,
more than watchmen wait for the morning.
O Israel, put your hope in the LORD ,
for with the LORD is unfailing love
and with him is full redemption.
He himself will redeem Israel
from all their sins.

Psalms 130

ok, ok, i know i said no more.. but this is the last post, i promise. this was just so cute, i couldn't wait.


kevin stealing a hug from dah-bin.

hehe~ have a wonderful day everyone!

my little sister's kitty had kittens again. anyone looking for a kitten in a month or so?

i was reading my old blogs and i realized how much time i spent just chillin w/ ppl... and how much i really miss it. x(

i've been at work for 2 hours..

i've been reading blogs for 2 hours. *sigh* it's an addiction really.

which is why i've decided (right this moment) that i will not be blogging or reading blogs for the next 2 weeks. i really need to get my stuff done.

bye bye ppls~ if you miss me, call me! or email me! i would love to hear from all of you! (eileen, alex, kwansoo, chris son, carolina, girsty, esther, lila, fred, albert, basile, carroll...just to name a few)

i was very relieved when my "check engine" light came back on this morning. haha~

i had grand study plans this weekend, but of course, it did not go as planned.

my mom came in this morning and told me to give my grandma lunch. i had planned to go the lib in the morning, but i figured i could go after lunch...so i slept til 12:30...when my mom came home and told me that she meant for me to give her breakfast. -__-;; i felt awful.

then jae needed to record me studying a my library for some project for school. but when we got here and it was pouring, so we went to eat first. by the time we got to the library it was around 3:30 pm. jae recorded me doing my fafsa. she left around 4:30.

it is now 6 p. i have not done any studying whatsoever. but what i can do is rank some blogs for you:

grossest (as in nasty) blog: linda's xanga about loogies.
sweetest blog: jomo's xanga about linda.
funniest comment that made me laugh out loud: kee's comment to jomo's blog.
longest time spent on a blog: some random girl that i do not know. i think her name is sharon and she's somehow connected to my little sister's cat's kitties. *shrug*

omg, i need to study!

the parking guy offered to buy me lunch. he said he's at the parking booth everyday so to drop by for lunch one day.

who said my life isn't exciting?

rain rain go away, come on back another day.

i need money to pay off my credit card and loans.
i need a job to make money.
i need to practice interviewing to get a job.
i need to send out resumes in order to get an interview.
i need to do well in my classes in order to use my resume to get an interview.
i need to study in order to do well in my classes.

so it all boils down to: this weekend, i'm going to be involved in a hot and heavy book orgy.

haha, that sounds grosser than i meant to make it sound.

it's been a long week. thank goodness it's thursday! but i have work tomorrow. boo. *sigh* oh well.

i need to sit down and become friends with my book this weekend. anyone wanna join?

TEN Random Things About Me
10. my stomach is lopsided
9. I have clothes that I still wear from the 7th grade
8. I used to mud wrestle.
7. when I was in high school, I thought I was better than all the boys I knew. (well, I guess I still do..)
6. I have crazy dreams and I remember most of them.
5. out of the 9 members of my immediate family 2 of them are boys (my dad and my bro-in-law)
4. I almost got into a fight in high school. The only reason we didn’t fight is because I started crying. (she was scary! her brothers were in a gang and stuff. -__-)
3. I’m a pack rat. I save EVERYTHING. Starting to get better about that.
2. this is taking me a very long time.
1. I’m random in general, so it’s hard to think of random things ppl don’t already know.

NINE Places I've Visited
9. Korea (lived there)
8. Japan
7. Disneyland in Paris (but I don’t remember because I was really young)
6. Holland Kukenhogen (haha, the flower place.. what was it called again? But yea, I only know I was there because of pictures.)
5. Germany (lived there)
4. Tennessee (lived there)
3. Florida
2. Canada
1. Maryland (for a couple of hours. My dad wanted some fish. -__-;;)

EIGHT Things I Want To Do Before I Die
8. fly a hot air balloon
7. learn to fly a plane
6. learn to ride a motorcycle.
5. visit all the countries in the world.
4. take a cruise.
3. adopt/foster as many children as I can.
2. buy my parents a house.
1. pay off all my debts!!

SEVEN Ways To Win My Heart
7. read my mind
6. be caring
4. be involved
3. take care of my friends and family
2. like me for me.
1. like kitties.
(but sorry~ cuz it's already been taken) x)

SIX Things I Believe In
6. everyone will let you down.
5. all things happen for a reason
4. hard times build character
3. disciplining your children is so important. (i'm so thankful to my parents for that now, even tho i hated them for it when i was younger)
2. life is hard so that i will know that i didn't get here on my own.
1. God's unchanging love/mercy/faithfulness.

FIVE Things I fear
5. roller coasters
4. coming to the end of my life and finding that I accomplished nothing.
3. failing my dad
2. having to pay my debt.
1. being alone

FOUR of My Favorite Items In My Bedroom
4. my pillows
3. bed
2. tv
1. dvd player

THREE Things I Do Everyday
3. complain. (sorry)
2. be a brat (sorry)
1. (try) read the Bible

TWO Things I Am Trying Not To Do Right Now
2. fall asleep
1. my work

ONE Person I Want To See Right Now
1. kangssi (sorry, hehe. i know i said i'd stop being gross.... hehehe)

bf quotable:
"bbong gat suh~" (he meant "pyong gat suh")

ok, ok, i'll stop being gross now.

doode, seriously. why am i so tired????

in the spirit of valentines i will proceed to gross you out with how adorable/cute/wonderful my bf is:

- we were driving back from SD on saturday night. we were really tired and so i was trying to keep him awake. so i was telling him stories, and i said, "in physics, i used to flirt with this guy." he looked at me and threw my hand away in disgust. a couple of seconds later, when he realized i was talking about him, he looked all happy and said, "hey~" and picked up my hand and kissed it. hehehehehe~ so cute~

- once i was being a brat (well, one of the times i was being a brat is more accurate), and he said: "nuh majulleh?" (translation: "you wanna get hit?") and then he gave me a stern look as he kissed my cheek. heheheheheehehehehehe~~

- whenever i get upset/mad, apparently i have this certain tone of voice. he said that when i use that voice on him, his heart sinks and he gets really sad. (awwww~~ i'm so sorry~~~ i don't mean to!)

- i had to beg him not to buy me a valentines day present.

- i vowed to not be a gross couple....but we are. in fact, i think we're grosser now than we were when we first got together.

- even after one year and 3 months, we haven't had a huge fight. i haven't ever grown bored of him, and he's always made it up to me if he did something wrong. (cuz i never do anything wrong)

- i miss him a lot.

misery loves company. right now i'm miserable because he has to be in SD and i'm here in LA. all these people are getting flowers delivered and whatnot and i hate them.

so i decided it's only fair that i get to gross others out to make me feel better.

happy valentines!

EDIT: to make it grosser for you...
- he drove up from san diego just to have dinner together. tee hee~ so i did get to see him for valentines.

*sigh* i'm so lucky.

I Want To Be Faithful
(Craig Musseau)

So many times I’ve failed and I have turned away
But I will never leave for you are so faithful
I can just see in you all that is just and true
Less of me more of you, I am your servant

I want to be faithful to you
I want to be true, Lord
Whatever you say I will do, I will obey

Help me to walk in truth, never to stray from you
Lead me in righteousness I want to follow
Teach me to lose my life that I would be found in you
Better to lose it all to be found in Jesus

i haven't heard this song in forevers and they played it last week. i love old praise songs..

everyone's getting flowers delivered today!!!!

i know i already had my valentines and already got my flowers....but i'm still sad.

stupid day. end already. xP

for valentines, i went to SD to go whale watching w/ kevin. i was very excited because i always wanted to do that. anyway, we get up all early get to the docks. it's started to rain a little harder only when we were outside.. it was all good and dandy on the boat. a little choppy, but not too bad.

...until we left the bay. it started getting crazy. the boat was rocking back and forth and i felt like i was riding a roller coaster. so the boat man made us turn back and we did not see any whales. -__-;;

the weirdest thing happened last night. i went to jae's to study. we watched m. night shama's (donno spelling) the village. i liked it. but only because i knew the storyline before watching it. i think that if i watched it before i knew the story, i woulda been really confused and woulda hated it.

anyway, the weird thing was that when i got home, i tried to park where i always park. but there was this wooden thing in the way. i got out of the car w/ the intent of moving it. i went to pick it up and saw 2 glassy eyes staring up at me. for some odd reason, on this particular night after i had seen a scary movie about the woods, there was a deer head on my lawn. i was so freaked out that i just parked in my driveway, even tho that blocked my dad in this morning. i just couldn't touch the thing. i just stared at it for a while.

i have resolved to stop trying and start training.

have a good day everyone!

i've been at work for 4 hours and i've gotten nothing done.

why am i so tired all the time?

smashed car window: around $120 to replace
camera bag: $10
purse: $1 (from japan)
makeup: $60
look on hoodlums' faces when they opened up empty camera and makeup bag: priceless.

so sunday, kevin and i came out of church to find his passenger window smashed to pieces and his radio gone. he also noticed that his camera bag was gone.

i noticed this morning that those idiots had stolen my makeup bag. i guess if you're a guy you could mistake it to be a purse, but it was pretty small.. xP i'm so sad tho b/c i only carry around the makeup that i use the most. x( that means that all my pretty makeup is gone (including the shisheido eyelash curler/mascara set and the glitter eyeliner you got me jae..T-T) *sigh* and the worst thing is that my makeup bag is lying in a ditch, somewhere in la. so if anyone sees a grey purse with three zippers and looks like this:


please pick it up. it's mine, and i'd like it back.

i want this:



it's only $69.99.

i randomly ran into a high school friend that moved away when we were in the 9th grade on friendster. (actually, he found me) but just to prove that i wasn't lying when i said that i used to be quiet:

oh yeah, congratulations on the law school stuff. i'm so surprised, because i remember you being pretty quiet back in the day, but of course things change.

see? i'm not lying~~

haha~ so i left my first "feedback" for a seller on half.com. i only gave them a neutral comment even tho my "new" mulan dvd didn't have the dvd jacket, which i wanted, skipped when i was playing it, and, altho it had the shrinkwrap around it, the dvd case had a chip in a place that it couldn't possibly be blamed on shipping/mishandling. besides that, it took over 2 weeks to deliver!

doode, did he/she have a nasty comeback. not only did he/she have a nasty comeback, but he/she decided to leave me a negative feedback. wow, ebayer's are serious about their feedbacks, huh? =X goodness gracious person~ it's not that big a deal.


*EDIT*
the story did not end there. yesterday i got an email from a person who also had negative dealings with this seller and wanted me to complain about him/her. apparently this person is going around and posting negative comments to everyone who has something negative or neutral comment. o, the drama~~