i stayed up most of last night trying to start and finish a research log that was supposedly due today (because it was originally due tues, but b/c of the fires, yadda yadda). i got pretty frustrated because i was strarting to go around in circles.. so i sorta just did the best i could and then gave up. i got to school this morning and the professor was just sending out an email that it was extended to tomorrow. yay.

i don't remember if i ever blogged this here, but i think when i was younger (cuz i'm so old, har har) i thought it was sweet when guys liked me from the beginning (meaning they thought i was pretty). i think this was because that never happens to me, haha~ so it was nice when it happened that one time. haha~ but i don't think i like that anymore. it's so much better when they like you for who you are, not what you look like. it just is.

i'm really tired. after sleeping for like 12 hrs/night for the past 5 days, going on only 3 hours of sleep is really rough. -__-;;

but, once again, i have no one but myself to blame...

there have been lots of fires down here in SD. so bad that we haven't had school for the past 3 days. you would think that i would use this time to catch up and maybe even be ahead (we had that much time). but no. i have school tm and i'm still behind.

i make my life hard.

i studied really hard for my mt. it was all good and the stuff i didn't understand wasn't even on the test. i was doing ok, then i realized i was runnin outta time. so i just started scribbling stuff and didn't really read the question. time ran out and i felt pretty good. i was lookin over my answers and the questions and i slowly realized that i had misunderstood one of the questions. i've never felt my stomach churn like that before.

but hey, it's done and over with. what's 15% of my grade mean in the end anyway? xP

so jae came to visit me yesterday and i rewarded myself from all the "studying" i've been doing to go out w/ her and a few of my new friends. keke~ it was lots of fun~~ we went to a bar downtown where they were playing some really great music and we dance and chilled. it was a very interesting night.

and i found out a new fact about myself. ok, so i know that i talk a lot, but i didn't know that i talked a LOT. i just thought it was something that i did that was a little excessive but not that much. apparently, my friend has never met anyone who talks as much as i do but isn't annoying. he said he and his roommate were talkin about me the other night and noticed that if anyone else talked as much as i did, they'd be so annoyed and telling them to shut up. -__-;; i had no clue how to take that. he said he meant it as a compliment.

i REALLY REALLY need to study this weekend/week.

i have a my first mt today at 1PM. here is a breakdown of what i did yesterday and into the wee hours this morning:

(8AM-11:45AM) work and class

(11:45AM-1:30PM) mentor/mentee luncheon. met this really cool corporate lawyer. she's really young and she had lots of info. gotta keep in touch with her.

(1:30PM-5:30ishPM) "chilled" at my new apt. we were supposed to stop by to change and get stuff to go to the lib. we ended up watching the boston beat the yankees while we ate chips and drank some beer. at this point, we also decided to go to my other friend's to go bbq.

(6:30PM-10:00PM) bbq. food was gooooooood. filet mignon, and salmon. *drool*

(10:00PM-11:00PM) shower. it takes me this long to shower because i don't have hot water til friday. that means that i have to take my electric water boiler (cuz i don't have any stoves either) and boil water, mix it with cold to get warm water, wash my body. then boil some more water and mix it with cold water, then wash my hair. -__-;; i've been doing this for the past 2-3 days. lovely, yes?

(11:00PM-4:30AM) started studying for my mt today.

(4:30AM-6:10AM) break. it was supposed to be 30 mins... ended up lasting a little longer.

(6:10AM-7:50AM) crammed the last 4 or 5 topics not so well

(7:50AM-8:40AM) slept

(8:40AM) work.

yea... i am an idiot

thanks kangssi~ ^^

yay~~~ i moved into my new apt!

a special thanks to sungjee, scott, my mom and my cousin for all their help moving my unpacked crap and helping me un-unpack and get settled into my new place.

an extra extra extra special thanks to kangssi who, not only stayed after to help me clean the nasty bathtub, but also kept me company while i "worked on my paper." you're the best.. x) remember.. seven~

come visit~ but only after the 24th of oct. i have midterms, remember? -__-;;

it's raining in san diego. -__-;;

studying is not workin out so well. i don't think studying likes me. well you know what?? i don't care, cuz i don't like him either! (i'm assuming it's a him cuz he causes me so much pain/trouble)

lost in translation was a great movie. i really liked the pace of it. very cool.

i miss my neice!! i can't wait to see her today~~

i'm moving into my new apt on monday. i'm kinda excited cuz i've never ever lived all by myself before. it's going to be cool...but at the same time kinda lonely too. please visit.

yay, time for class... o__O

midterms are coming...

haejin is not freakin out...

hmmm....should i be concerned?

haejin is bad. she missed work this morning even though there were interviewers coming. that is really bad. haejin is being a bad student and a bad employee. she is kind of behind even though midterms are in 2 weeks. she has been playing way too much. and next week it's going to be crazy because she has to move into her new apt. haejin is bad. baad, bad haejin~

haejin is going on straight coffee today..

i'm an auntie!

heaven debora(h?) dah-bin ahn came into the world 11:25 PM on sept. 29, 2003. it was sooo weird seeing my sister holding her baby...but it was sooo beautiful. birth really is a miracle. we waited for 6 hours to see that miracle, but it was ALL worth it.

i can't wait to spoil her!