yesterday i was studying for my mt and kevin was helping me out with my work. he was putting these sticker things on mailings that were going out. every once in a while i looked to see how he was doing. once i turned around and saw that he had a sticker on his lip. i asked him why he did that and he said, "i donno. it just felt right~"

i think he needs some more sleep...

HAHA! so the funniest thing happened. me and kevin are just waiting for 5PM so he can turn in his take-home MT. so we're sorta bored.. i typed: "kevinkang.com" and got some korean site that is under construction. then i typed "yongjin.com" and all these windows started popping out.. apparently it's some kind of porn site. HAHAHA! yong, what have you been doing in your spare time??? i know you're bored but.. respect yourself!

hahahahah~~!!

DISCLAIMER: so i never really got to see the site load b/c kevin exited out of it.. but he saw "sex korea" so we're just guessing that it is a porn site.

HAHAHAHAH!

oh.. and boys.. could u be any more conspicuous? the guys i was with kept turning their head to take a gander. it was so funny b/c they were so obvious about it. i'm glad kevin wasn't there, cuz if he were, we probably woulda fought. -__-;;

last night i went out for the first time in a long time. i met up with carol, a friend of yong's, and a whole bunch of her friends. it was fuN~ we went to PB bar and grill.. had a couple of drinks, then danced some..

strangely, i found myself mesmerized by these 2 pretty girls. one of them was wearing a shirt that was showing her boobs, and the other one was wearing a skirt that was showing her butt.. they were both really skinny and pretty and dancing with each other. i think i saw a guy approach the no-skirt girl and she was shakin her head, haha~ it wasn't like they danced well, but i couldn't stop starin at them. they were just so pretty......

maybe i'm gettin influenced by jae... haha~

i was supposed to read this morning, but i didn't even make it to class.. x( second day in a row.. *sigH* i felt really sad. but i just went back to sleep and woke up at 12 when my friend came to study with me. haha~ now i'm at work..

blah blah~~

"But my life is worth nothing unless I use it for doing the work assigned me by the Lord Jesus--the work of telling others the Good News about God's wonderful kindness and love." Acts 20:24

legal writing just plain sucks.. i'm going to be up all night. SUCKS!

i had a great valentines (sorry, not trying to rub it in..) my bf took me to palm springs and we both got professional massages (don't worry, we were in different rooms~) omg~ it felt sooo gooooood!! then we chilled around palm springs.. had dinner and stuff like that.. hehe~ he's the best.. xD

now back to the mundane life that is mine.. x(

on a side note, i wanted to thank lila and carroll for being such wonderful siblings in Christ.. thanks guys... for giving me perpsective... i really needed it. x)


i miss berkeley...

"The apostles left the high council rejoicing that God had counted them worthy to suffer dishonor for the name of Jesus." Acts 5:41

wow.

my mom finally came back from japan. it was nice to see her. no matter how much bitterness i feel towards her, when i see her, it seems to all melt away. i guess that's what the love of a family is...

i asked her how my dad is doing. apparently not so well. he's so old and the army has run out of uses for him. it must be so depressing... and to be alone.

i'm such a bad daughter.

all my parents want for me is a better life than they had. why can't i just do what i have to do?

it's times like these when i wonder when i became so cynical and how my heart became so hardened. i wasn't always like this, was i?

Lord please help me to remember You. In remembering You, help me to remember the people that You commanded me to honor.. help me to be a good daughter. Help me to turn to You. I'm so lost. I don't know where I strayed. I've lost sight of You and lost my way. Help me to find You again.

i'm tired...

i didn't do my reading for class today. =X

it never ends..

i feel like i'm always studying, but i'm never done. :(

this week, like all my weeks this semester are going to suck.