the picture of the baby is in reference to this: http://barunson.com/ecard/Ecard_EcVw00.asp?cano=c2281&tcode=1&mcode=15&scode=0&name=?????&sname=

hahaha~ so funny!

everyone else is doing it...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

this msn baby reminds me of a picture we took this weekend:


hahaha~ i couldn't resist.

msn listed america's top 10 campsites. out of the 10, ca is the home to 3. out of the 3, norcali has 2. coooooooool~~

woo~ what a weekend!

on fri, me and kevin stood in line for star wars episode 3 in westwood. people shouted "NERD!" as they drove by in their cars.

sat, me jae and jae went to the renaissance faire. (pictures to be uploaded later). to give you an example of the fun we had, a guy tried to grab my butt, another guy hit my butt with a whip, and another guy offered to bathe us in public. x)

sat night we went camping. wow.. it was SO MUCH FUN! haha, so... to start, there was a little miscommunication. i was under the impression that we were going to be staying in a cabin so i didn't prepare for anything. i wore my church shoes, brought church clothes, and forgot a jacket. when we got there, we passed by all these camp sites with nothing but tents. me, jae, jaekyung, and kevin were like "CRAP." but when we finally found a campsite, eugene's bf (sean), God bless his soul, busts out 2 tents, and i was like.. "WHEW" but i was still kinda sad cuz we just weren't prepared at all. i tried to help out, but eugene and sean ended up doing most of the work. (THANK YOU! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!) and WOW! eugene can make some friggin GOOOOOD steak!! it was SOOOO good! seriously, no restaurant can compare. eugene, we have to do this more often! once a month, K? (haha, i can hear sean saying, "nOooOooo~~") it was seriously a blast!

sunday, we were a little late getting off to church from the campsite.. me and kevin barely made it.. we walked in right when sermon began.. but anyway, we had to go to that service because we were supposed to go to watch cats at 2 pm. so we rush outta church, fly to pasadena.......only to find that the stupid show was canceled. apparently they double booked and pasadena lost. x( i was really sad. so we ended up eating at some japanese restaurant called sushi wako or something like that. eh.

i got home and i was soo pooped. seriously, playing is a lot of hard work! x) i took a couple hours to nap. hehe~ saw kevin before he went back down to sd. visited my niece. jae came to pick me up. watched finding neverland (GREAT movie!) and finally slept.

wow. what a weekend. x) that was seriously one of the best weekends ever. x) we ended up doing a lot of reminscing though. haha~ hey mang! let's stop reminscing and start making some newer and more fun memories, k????

thanks for the wonderful weekend girls! (and kevin and sean) i can't wait to do it again. next time, we'll do the cookin. x)

me: you should drink jasmine tea. it tastes good and makes you lose weight.
my sister: i like it, but it doesn't fill me.
me: you drink tea to be full?
my sister: i eat coffee, haejin. do you have anymore stupid questions? i substituted tea for coffee, commend me!

and people think i am a coffee addict.

sisters are good for being bad.

i have a paper due today at 6PM. i hoped to be done with it by morning so that i could just chill today, so i took a nap from 6-11PM last night. i came to my sister's because i needed the internet. instead of working on my paper, we stayed up being bad for each other. she stayed up with all night and distracted me and i made her hungry because she stayed up all night. *sigh*

the birds are chirping..

*ACK! i had a long post and it didn't post. freakin blogger... so here's a re-posting..

pre-final thoughts:

- i really like aerosmith.

- pf chang's good but overpriced.

- i'm going to disneyland this weekend!!!

- i'm worried about this final, but it doesn't show.

- instead of studying last night, i slept. but i woke up at 8 to come to the library early.

- but i'm kind of glad that i slept last night. i realized that i have a final tomorrow morning that i haven't touched since last week. so.. i won't be sleeping tonight.

- after 2+ weeks of stress, i'm ready for it to be over. at the same time, it's kinda anti-climatic. i studied for 2+ weeks for 2 days worth of finals (and the 2 take homes, but that's a story for after i'm done with finals...)

- soon, i'll be done with 2/3 of my law school career. scary.

- next task: find a summer job!!

if anyone has the time, they should look for the paris hilton interview on msn.com about her new movie. it's freakin hilarious. that girl seriously has problems. to give you a preview of what to expect, she comments that her body looks really good in her strip scene in house of wax. she gushes that her nightclubs are really cool because the decor is pink and has tons of pictures of herself. she also refers to herself as a "brand" and that people love her. she semi-compares herself to princess diana and says something about being the american princess.

i was talking to jae about this the other night, but it really pisses me off when people excuse her behavior. just because you're born rich does not mean that you are justified to live a self-centered existence, period.


anyway.. back to busi ass. T-T

ack! freakin period. can you come at a more inopportune time?? you just had to way 4 days, but nooOoo... *sigh*

man, i just took a practice exam.

man........... i am going to be up all night.

Note to self: bananas make me constipated. -__-;;

today has been one of those lazy days. meaning.. i don't want to do anything. i stayed in bed until 3PM. hmm, maybe not so smart during finals... xP

it's fairly quiet at the library today.. maybe i'll just go home. i don't really need the internet. i don't even really need the computer because i decided not to make an outline for this class that i'll be studying for for this week.. but, who knows. it might be helpful to take notes.. so that's what i'm doing.

(grumble) my tummy is being weird..

hmm, maybe it's time for some more coffee....

NotYetSeven: hahahah you were not flashing your campus
NotYetSeven: you'd need curves for that
NotYetSeven: reality check

-__-;; to make my experience even better...

*sigH*

i've been at the library for 4 hours now.. i still have nothing to show for it.

i had grand plans to get to the library no later than noon to start working on my paper that is ruining my life. (grumble grumble)

unfortuntately several things thwarted these plans.. first, i woke up at 12. (thank you for calling me kevin.. donno how long i woulda stayed in bed otherwise). then, i decided to make a pit stop to my sister's to see my niece before i came to the library. i ended up spending 2 hours there. when i tried to leave, my niece kept taking my purse and hiding it. when i finally got my purse back, she started crying.. i just couldn't leave her like that. i got my chance to leave when i got up to leave and she thought i was joking with her.. haha~ i left before she started to cry.

last night i had a semi-productive night. i got thru 3 lectures of one class (which is about 6 hrs worth of material). it was good.

i also did some soul-searching and realized how selfish i've become.. i think. i don't think i was this awful of a person before. why is it that as the days pass i become a worse person? aren't you supposed to get better with more practice? i've been living life for 24 years now. shouldn't that make me 24 years more experienced? 24 years closer to being a better person? why do i feel more confused about life than i did a few years ago?

really, has law school become central to my life? who cares if i don't get straight a's this semester? who cares? will it matter in the long run? it won't matter. not to say that i shouldn't study or try.. but just that.. there are more important things in life. like the people that God has blessed me with. although i ended up spending 1.5 hours over what i had planned to at my sister's i don't have any regrets. i don't want to realize that i missed watching my niece grow up.. (as corny as that may sound).

to my friends: i'm really really sorry. i realized that all i've been doing these past few months is complaining. i need to realize how lucky i am because i have friends like you...

i want to personally apologize to yong-jin and daniel for the crappy way i've been treating you guys. i'm truly sorry.

my new resolution is to try and stop complaining. really. if i start complaining, please stop me by any means necessary.

it's now four. time to get cracking.. it won't be so bad tonight. i got a good night's rest and now i need to start and finish my paper so that i can concentrate on my other classes.

piece of cake.. x)