MY LITTLE SISTER GOT INTO BERKELEY!!!

SHE GOT INTO ALL THE UC's!!! she's the smartest out of all of us~~~!!!! i knew she could do it!


i'm so PROUD!!!!!

i had so much fun in berkeley..
- POTCH! it was freaking awesome!
- so many movies! (3.5 to be exact..)
- awana olympics
- just chillin~
- reading while girsty slept.
- church! i miss my kids!!!

i got fed so well!
- alameda sushi house (twice! alex and cindy)
- hoagies!! (after awana olympics)
- palace buffet!!! *drool*
- sorrento's (w/ girsty)
- homemade daeng jang jjigae (courtesy of hyewon)
....drooooooL....

special thanks to:
- alex for picking me up and for sushi house
- kristy and kwan for keeping me company this entire wkend and making it so great
- hyewon for food. x)
- fred for allowing us to use his place to watch underworld while he slept
- everyone else who greeted me w/ smiles and hugs! x) thanks~~

i formally met pastor ting this wkend. he said that he'd heard of me and that i was a known legend.. i don't kno if that's a good thing or a bad thing.....

*sigh* i miss berkeley.. but this time around.. i felt like a stranger. so many freshies.. no clues who they were. they were all so adorable tho... *sigh* i felt very old. T-T

now here i am.. back at school. xP blech!

Secret Window is not a good movie.. Johnny Depp was awesome (as usual) but I just didn't like it.. xP I hate movies that make you think about it afterwards.. like.. think in a bad way. You know.. leaving a bad taste in your mouth.. Seriously, Stephen King has some major issues inside that head of his..

I made Kevin go into the Girl's Bathroom with me b/c I was scared.

Stupid movie made me have some crazy dreams last night.. I woke up several times and each time I ended up with an even crazier dream. I don't remember all of it, but it involved a man that consisted of just his head that could walk thru walls.. and I was supposed to kill it, but I couldn't because somehow he found out.. and then there was some shooting, but I don't remember who was shooting who.. *shrug*

I've only been here (work) for 1 hour.. but I can already tell that it's going to be a long day....

MY LITTLE SISTER GOT INTO UCLA!

i'm the only dumb one who got in as "winter bruin." -__-;;

CONGRATS MIERIE!! (sorry it too so long to post this..)

haeriechung: you will be the most hated sister out of we four

both my little sisters informed me that they hated me today.

o, the love...

MOMMA YESSSSSS!

so working during spring break didn't turn out so bad. so far this morning i've dL'ed some fonts, filed some pprs, surfed the net, ate my lunch, and worked on something that has nothing to do w/ my job. AND i got coffee and muffins!! x) i mean, who really cares about the muffins, but i got FREE COFFEE!

today's turning out to be a better day than i suspected... the rest of the day might not be so pretty (since i'm supposed to study.. *sigh*)

i've been really good about studying so far this break. on friday, i met up w/ my study partner, rob, and we studied for a good 2 or 3 hrs. then sat, we studied for like.. 4 or 5. then last night we studied for another 5. and i read for an hour on my own. i feel so productive it's overwhelming.

on a side note (i do a lot of these now..) my bf is the best. really. he's so understanding. last night i had this strange revelation and he was there to help me work thru it all. i'm so lucky...

is it too late for me...?

Lord please do Your work in me...

i was reading my old blogs.. man am i redundant..

"i feel so empty, but i don't know what it is."
"i should be ______ instead of blogging"
"what's wrong with me?"
"i missed awana prayer mtg again today -__-;;"
"why do i do that???"
"i was late to work again..."

but it also made me realize how little of my life focuses on God these days...

it's strange, but everytime i read my blogs, i get a headache.. i think it's because i remember the feelings that pushed me to write some of my blogs..

Lord, I want to be yours. Please do not leave me here...

I AM DONE!!!!

WOOO HOOOO~~~~

well, not quite spring break yet tho.. i get to work.. but it's not so bad.. x) just filing..

AHHHHHHH~~~ it's been such a long semester!!!

Thank You Lord for getting me through this week!

my boyfriend is the bestestes. x) i've been working on this stupid paper for pretty much a week and last night i needed to haul some booty on it. so he cooked our lunch for today. it's really good~~

my paper, on the other hand, is not.

but God is good, my food is good, my boyfriend is good, my friends are good.. life is good. ^^

Thank you Lord for getting me through this week.

just 2 more days!! spring break, i've been waiting for you all year baby~

i finally got to go to sea world!! i had so much fuN~~ but... it actually was kinda depressing. the tanks are so small~ and there were like 5 or 6 whales in one tiny tank.. it was really sad... i was kinda torn b/c i felt like they weren't meant to be caged up like that.. but then i also thought about how if they were out there, stupid poachers might get to them. this world is a sad sad place... did you know at the rate that the tigers are being extinguished, by the time we have kids, there won't be any more tigers??

but i can't say that i didn't enjoy myself... i really did. those whales/dolphins/sea lions/sharks, etc etc are really amazing animals/fish and w/o sea world, i wouldn't have ever been able to see one that close. and they are so beautiful~

we saw these beluga whales that were soooo pretty~ they are amazingly white. one of them decided to show us how much they appreciated us by giving us a private viewing of some private business... -__-;; he stared directly at us and peed.. then poo'ed.. then poo'ed some more. we watched, disgustingly mesmerized, until he just let it all out. then i started gagging and we had to get out of there..

i'm definitely going back.. is that bad?

on a totally different note: i need to be more loyal to my Savior.

on another sad stinky note: i must work on my paper. T-T

this is why my stomach never is well...

currently eating: Lays (Extra Hot!) Flamin' Hot potato chips w/ Yoplait Light (fat free) Harvest Peach Yogurt. (kinda negates the purpose of the fat free yogurt, huh?)

it's really good~ but.. my stomach is already churning...

what did i eat yesterday??? -__-;;

i am purposefully living in sin.

otherwise that verse yesterday wouldn't have scared me, but it would've encouraged me to be more faithful. the reason i was so scared was because i have the wrong motivations/focus right now. my focus is to do just enough so that i don't get condemned.

what is wrong with me?

Lord, help me to embrace Your Word. Help me to be holy, for You call us to be holy. Lord, I am covered in sin. Please forgive me. Lord, help me to be stronger than that. Be my strength..

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses to the life of faith, let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily hinders our progress. And let us run with endurance the race that God has set before us. We do this by keeping our eyes on Jesus, on whom our faith depends from start to finish. He was willing to die a shameful death on the cross because of the joy he knew would be his afterward. Now he is seated in the place of highest honor beside God's throne in heaven. Think about all he endured when sinful people did such terrible things to him, so that you don't become weary and give up.
- Hebrews 12:1-3

Dear friends, if we deliberately continue sinning after we have received a full knowledge of the truth, there is no other sacrifice that will cover these sins. There will be nothing to look forward to but the terrible expectation of God's judgment and the raging fire that will consume his enemies. Anyone who refused to obey the law of Moses was put to death without mercy on the testimony of two or three witnesses. Think how much more terrible the punishment will be for those who have trampled on the Son of God and have treated the blood of the covenant as if it were common and unholy. Such people have insulted and enraged the Holy Spirit who brings God's mercy to his people. (Hebrews 10: 26-29)

scary..

I need to remember Him.

Lord help me hold onto You.


For the honor of your name, O LORD,
forgive my many, many sins.
- Psalms 25:11

i finally got to see william hung~! haha, i never got to see it before.. he's such a cutie!!

she bangs, she bangs!

haha~

now i have motivation to study.. xP freakin 100+ pages to read tonight..

*sigh*

i agree w/ mierie.. boondock saints is a great movie

(to be read w/ a hot irish accent)
now you will receive us!
we do not ask for your poor or your hungry
we do not want your tired and sick
it is your corrupt we claim.
it is your evil that will be sought by us
with every breath, we shall hunt them down.
each day we will spill their blood till it rains down from the skies
do not kill, do not rape, do not steal. these are principles which every man of every faith can embrace
these are not polite suggestions, these are the cores of behavior. and those of you who ignore them will pay the dearest cost
there are varying degrees of evil. we urge you lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over into true corruption, into our domain.
for if you do. one day you will look behind you and you will see we three. and on that day, you will reap it
and we will send you to whatever god you wish.

- and shepherds we shall be, for thee, my lord, for thee. power hath descendth forth from thy hand that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command. so we shall fall river forth to thee. and teeming with souls shall it ever be.. in nomine patri, et felie, et spiritus scanti.

yumm, they are so hot~~

on a side note, honesty is not always the best policy...
like when a cop asks you what you're doing, don't tell them you're changing your pants, even if you are. HAHAHAHA~

my stomach hurts. xP too many taquitos. TAQUITOS~~~!

aww~ i miss you girsty!