we're leaving for a road trip tonight. we're going to go towards hiroshima and also swing by kobe to say hello to my friends. i can't wait...

on a side note, i'm finding out that i'm a very unloving person. i always thought that one thing that i could do was love unloveable people. but...as always, i gave myself way too much credit. it's always disheartening when you find out that you suck. it's even more disappointing when you thought you didn't suck cuz if you always thought that you sucked then it would just be rediscovering that fact. but to find out that you suck really sucks.

i really suck.

i was watching My Best Friend's Wedding last night. if i were Julia Roberts' character, i would totally fall in love with my gay best friend, George.

why can't guys like that exist?

if there were a guy like that and by some miracle we met and by some miracle he liked me, then i would get married, albert.

so now i know the real reason my dad was so adamant about me coming to japan.

i am sitting here at 10:13 pm japan time writing his sociology term paper that he was assigned at the beginning of his class that is due tomorrow morning. -__-;; we can safely assume that he has at least learned procrastination.

japan has been pretty uneventful so far. especially since i got in at like 10pm so we didn't have time to do anything last night and i didn't get a saturday this week. hopefully i get to do more stuff after my dad finishes his class. blah. we shall see...

i didn't even sleep on the plane. i was going to, but there were so many movies! and a lot of them that i didn't get to see. so i watched 3 movies. Tomb Raider, Bringing Down the House, and Confessions of a Dangerous Mind. i had already watched tomb raider before, and i liked the other two movies too. singapore airlines was really nice too. they kept bringing by food or drinks every 30 minutes. it was great~

ok.. back to this paper. *sigh*

i went to vegas for the first time last weekend. it was...very eventful, to say the least. let's just say that there were lots of memories made--both good and bad. me and jae got hit on by european men. scottish, to be more exact. they hit on us 2 nights in a row...with the same line. haha~ it was pretty funny. we only put up with it cuz of their yummy accents. *drool* but the second night, there was a new addition to their crowd, and i did not understand a word he was saying. his accent was reaaallly thick. (then again, jae didn't understand a word anyone was saying.. haha~ she just kept smiling and looking at me for translations... hahah~) but we were mighty proud of ourselves for being hit on by european men. *pat on back*

other than that, my summer has been very...dull. and stressful. haha~ yes, contradictory..but that's how it's been. it looks like i'm going to japan this summer, although i can't say that i'm looking forward to it... *sigh*

i had a lot to write, but i dont' remember what it was. i'm sure it was more complaining because that's what i do best.

bye bye y'all~

missing berkeley miserably...