i was reading my old blogs.. man am i redundant..

"i feel so empty, but i don't know what it is."
"i should be ______ instead of blogging"
"what's wrong with me?"
"i missed awana prayer mtg again today -__-;;"
"why do i do that???"
"i was late to work again..."

but it also made me realize how little of my life focuses on God these days...

it's strange, but everytime i read my blogs, i get a headache.. i think it's because i remember the feelings that pushed me to write some of my blogs..

Lord, I want to be yours. Please do not leave me here...