i'm tired. not the body-aching kind, but the-i-just-don't-feel-like-living-anymore kind of tired.

and i don't understand why. it's not like my life is falling apart right now. in fact, it's pretty swell. i've got my amazing friends, my amazing bf, an amazing family (sometimes), and even my roommates are getting better (very slowly). but don't you ever feel like asking, "when is this all going to be over? when can i just rest?"

i know i have no right to think such things, especially since i've been and am continuously being so blessed.. yet, i can't help but yearn for that day when i can finally go Home.

i don't belong here..

i'm going to start to sit at my desk and QT everyday. does anyone want to start with me? holla back young'n.. hehe