i donno if it's the shockingly good news that's still settling or if i actually am settled and this is my reality, but: i. hate. school.

i have never been so un-motivated about school. ever. you know how i was supposed to go back to reality and write my paper? yea, i didn't. i barely finished it and emailed it in.. after i missed class, slept til like 12 pm before starting today. today. i started today people! it was due today and i had over 3 wks to work on it!! i mean, i've always been a procrastinator, but this is ridiculous..

i know it's my fault i went back to school.. and my fault that i'm staying. but i'm also one of those ppl that HAS to finish what they start. so 1 more semester of this depression coming right up.

!! i HATE school !!

or maybe i hate myself even more..

GRRRR!!