God loves me!

..i pulled an all-nighter yesterday for a paper that i will be pulling another all-nighter for tonight.

anyway, i had work today, so i got to work before 8 and was planning to leave early. BUT i found out that there was a meeting at 3pm, which meant i would NOT be able to leave early.

my partner came into check up on me and i told him that i "wasn't 100%." he took one look at me and was was like, "are you gonna make it til 3?" and i told him i would try.

he told me maybe it'd be better to go home, and try to come back at 3. so i immediately took him up on that offer, cuz i literally almost fell out of my chair that morning.. i was so out of it. i wasn't sleepy, but i was really tired.

i got home, and went to bed. but i couldn't quite sleep deeply cuz i was afraid i wouldn't hear my alarm if i went to sleep deeply.. i woke up at 12:30 to my alarm..

...and a missed call! from my office! telling me that the meeting was cancelled! after i heard that i just crashed and woke up at 4:30 pm.

and since then.. i've done.. nothing.

*sigh*

i hate myself.