Tuesday, June 28, 2005

i feel complete, but broken. i feel happy, but empty. i feel loved, but ugly. i feel worn and tired, beaten and bruised. i feel lucky, but not. i'm just digging myself deeper and deeper into a hole and i don't know what else to do but keep digging. i know that i shouldn't, but i do. i know that i should, but i don't. i want it, but i don't do anything about it. i'm blessed, but ungrateful. the phrase "i am my own worst enemy" has become my motto.

Lord please save me from myself.

4 Comments:

Blogger hyewonie said...

haej~ i love ya~ *hug* be strong! hwa-EE-ting!! you are in my prayers~

8:37 PM  
Blogger eiLeen said...

:T feel better hej...i love you too! i know what you mean tho...being ur worst enemy. haha...i looked at a couple entries ago, and kevin's response was funny. :o) i'm addicted to coffee!! :(

6:03 AM  
Blogger byulgzr said...

hyewon: you should talk. you worry about your own heem, k????

eileen: we should get coffee together. x) i missed you last time~ let me know when you're free.

10:32 AM  
Blogger byulgzr said...

p.s. hyewon: that sounded mean. haha~ thanks for the encouragement. i'm ok.

10:33 AM  

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