Tuesday, April 26, 2005

why is it that whenever me and jae try to go to a club, it ends up being a total bust? xP

so, as part of my i'm-going-to-start-finals-so-this-is-my-last-chance-for-fun resolve, last night, jae arranged for us to go to the viper room. we got there 10 mins after 10:30, and they charged us $5. it was freakin dead. then, the band we were supposed to see had already played and we had missed the whole show. i wasted $16 there - $5 cover and $10 drink plus $1 tip.

we ended up leaving because.. yea.. it was dead. we tried to find somewhere - ANYwhere - that was open at midnight. on a monday night. it was to no avail. but, unwilling to be defeated, we decided to go buy some drinks and chill at jae's. so we got some drinks, some chips & salsa and watched resident evil and down with love. it was a pleasant evening...

...that ended this morning at 5 am. -__-;; i had class at 8:30. amazingly, i made it (about 2 mins late, but that's cuz i had to get gas). i have class til 8 pm. *sigh* wonderful, eh?

why is it that i can somehow justify myself into not studying..EVERY single time?

but really, from now on, ppl, yell at me if you see me online or if you hear that i'm going out (unless it's for food cuz you may get hurt if you try to stop me there). *sigh* i need to get crackin.

finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck finals suck

yay.

i'm reading job and it was craziness mang.. job had some sucky friends. and he also had lots of guts. i don't think i could ever challenge God to look at my righteousness because i know i'm not righteous. but it's what i want to strive for.

it's hard to not feel compassionate for job. especially right now - with my body breaking down last week (cold sore, sty), with the fact that no amount of sleep seems to be enough for my body, and with finals and the fact that i still haven't found a summer job... sometimes i want to get the guts to question God and why he pays so much attention to my insignificant life.

Lord, please help me get through these next few weeks. Help me to remember to trust you completely and to remember that the things of this earth are meaningless. I pray all these things in Your heavenly name.

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