yesterday i determined that i have reached the point of disgusting. i need to stop eating and start exercising. -__-;;

it's kinda strange how people generally feel the same about certain types of people.

things i'd like to say to random people:
- it's ok to let your good deeds pass unnoticed sometimes.
- you need to stop thinking about yourself and notice how you're hurting the people around you.
- if you have something to say, say it.
- sometimes it's better not to be so honest.
- grow up.
- maybe if you took care of your responsibilities more you wouldn't be so unhappy.
- don't try so hard. just accept who we are. it's ok.
- money isn't the answer to everything.
- you make my day brighter.
- pay attention.
- is this really how you want to live?
- i'm sorry.
- i wish you could see how much you mean to me.
- do you think you could just love me for who i am?
- i love you.
- i wish i could give you something to live for.

and so many more things to say.. hmm.. i guess the third bullet applies to me too.

gah, i'm so tired.