i can't believe how quickly the time has gone... it's already finals! and of course, i'm so freakin behind..

but i decided to not let that bring me down. i'm trying really hard to trust that everything works out in the end.

i really liked this week's sermon. i need to learn to forgive.. not for their sake, but for mine.

it's weird, because sat night i was really depressed and bitter. i didn't know what i was doing and why i was where i was. i hated how i was and i hated how others treated me. then on sunday, the sermon's about how bitterness only leads to more bitterness and how i need to realize that i am in in a position of so much mercy. not only do i sin against God, but i sent His only Son to die for me.

how typically human that i must be reminded every moment of His love for me..