my gosh, that was the hardest interview EVER!

he gave me an interview.. then he gave me a hypothetical! i was supposed to "think on my feet." needless to say, i freakin BOMBED it.. in the bad way. x( geez~ it had to do w/ ethics and if i were willing to bend it. i'm sorry.. i just couldn't and by the end of the hypo, i was fired. -__-;; i'm guessing that didn't go too well.

it's strange. we learn all this legal theory about how to handle such and such situation, but when it comes to real life.. it doesn't work that way~ so how do we deal w/ it? in those kinds of situations, where rules can be bent w/o being broken and where the lines start to get fuzzy, is where i'm supposed to be an example as a Christian, right? but when that gets me into trouble with the disciple board b/c it was "unethical" b/c i have a duty as an atty, where will my loyalty lie?

i'm praying that such a situation does not occur.. but i'm sure that it will. so my next prayer is that i will choose the One and only that has gotten me through it all. the One who chose to die for me rather than forsake me. i pray that i will not forsake Him for a measly job.

Lord thank you for reminding me of You everyday.