last night we were talking and my brother in law was telling me about a pastor that he thought was weird b/c the pastor said that he talks to demons.
i told my mom that i used to have lots of scissors and that once i dreamt that i talked to something with horns.
she told me that in the old days, you were supposed to kill ppl who had such dreams/talked to demons.

i'm so glad that i stopped having scissors..it was really bad. at one point i was getting them nightly, and sometimes even more than once a night. once i think i had it 6 times in one night. it was frustrating....

i still get scared sometimes when i sleep. i'm afraid that i might get it again. but.. the thing is, nothing ever bad happened to me. i wonder why i'm still scared....

Lord, help me to trust You.