why, oh why, am i so slow? xP

for work, i get to interact with big firm interviewers and today, i was supposed to take one of them (Snell & Wilmer) to their room. we got to chit-chatting and he was asking if i was going to be recruiting. i said that i had an interview tomorrow. he asked if i had anymore and i told him that i had one next week w/ a firm in vegas, but i couldn't recall the name and he said, "well, you know, we have the biggest and fastest-growing and best firm in vegas." and i just politely smiled. IDIOTA! x( he kept saying how great their firm was, and all i could muster was, "i did bid for your firm too~" (and i did.. i really wanted an interview with them too). they laughed.

why couldn't i have taken that chance to ask for an interview! it was a perfect opportunity! i coulda said, "well, i would love an opportunity to interview with your firm~" or "are you offering me an interview?" even jokingly.. it woulda got the question out there. maybe they woulda said no, but maybe, just maybe, they woulda said yes! and instead of blogging, i could have an interview right now.

*sigh* idiota...