it's a blow to the ego when you think you're doing someone else a favor and it turns out it was for your own selfish reasons.

it's another blow when it actually matters to you more than you thought...

i guess some things were just meant to end.

i mean.. i guess i always knew that. i just wanted it to be on a happier note than it ended on.

if only i could have swallowed my pride a little bit earlier...