Wednesday, June 02, 2004

this weekend, my grandma flashed us.. TWICE.. while we were drinking coffee at the coffee bean. haha~

yesterday, i had a very long day. xP i woke up early and got to work an hour earlier. i actually had to go to the court house to do some research. it was fine and i was starting to get the hang of it.. then this lady worker totally ruined it. i was asking for some files and i saw her take it then disappear. she returned with files for some other people. no big deal, right? maybe they were here before me. so anyway, i see her do this several times--forty mins worth. people that i saw come in waaay after me have already gotten their files and i'm still waiting. so i finally go up to the desk and ask another lady why i haven't gotten my files yet... apparently the other chick had taken my request and put it on the bottom of some obscure pile.. -__-;; to make matters worse, this man asked for a file and she came back w/ it really quick and the guy was like, "wow! so quick!" and she giggled coquettishly and said, "only for u" -__-;; geez lady, can u be a little more obvious...??

i came home and found a phone call from an 805 number. i asked my bf if he knew what area code that was, and he was like, "how funny i called that area code today... it's somewhere in northern cali or something.." and i was like.. hrmm... so i called it, and it was the EAOP office. haha~ he called the office earlier and left my number~ how cute is that??

i remember twds the end of my first semester, i was finding it much harder to love people. i thought it was God's way of tellin me that i was not in the right w/ Him. but lila said that maybe God was testing me and trying to make me stronger and telling me to love even when it's hard to do so. it made me think.. then, last sunday, i went to youngnak, and p. jimbob said that sometimes, we don't want to do something that God wants us to. sometimes we get tired and just want God to do it Himself or maybe to get someone else to do it. during those times, it's easy to blame our humanity to get out of doing it. but instead of depending on our own strength, that's when the Holy Spirit was meant to kick in.. even when we don't think we can do it, the Holy Spirit can. God can. let Him work in you to do great things. let Him use you. let Him abuse you.

Lord, abuse me.

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