we're leaving for a road trip tonight. we're going to go towards hiroshima and also swing by kobe to say hello to my friends. i can't wait...

on a side note, i'm finding out that i'm a very unloving person. i always thought that one thing that i could do was love unloveable people. but...as always, i gave myself way too much credit. it's always disheartening when you find out that you suck. it's even more disappointing when you thought you didn't suck cuz if you always thought that you sucked then it would just be rediscovering that fact. but to find out that you suck really sucks.

i really suck.