i've been really neglectful of my blog, and the topics have been getting more and more dull as the days go by. and you know what i have to say to that? too bad.

me and a friend had a very very very long overdue talk last night. for anyone who knows me, they know that i'm very non-confrontational. i can't hide my feelings, but i am not the type to blow up at people either. i mean, i do it all the time to my family, but when it comes to "outsiders" i'm very not. it's been one of my struggles with myself. i was brought up to hide my true feelings from other people because you don't want to be a burden, etc etc. (so even when i get annoyed with you alex, that's not all of my anger). i've always been taught to cham-uh, so i do. but i vent to other people about that anger. i can't recall ever blowing up on that person for doing something wrong to me. instead i use other people for outlets (which is also bad and another thing i struggle with). ANYWAY, i finally got the courage to sit down and talk with her. it was really good. can't say that it's perfect now, but it's definitely a step in the right direction...

as for the rest of my life.. i wish those stinky letters would hurry up and come.

tonight is the welcoming committee fun night part II~~! come and be ready to be amazed!!! xD

i overslept today.. *sigh*

i need to go to the business lib today. where exactly is that??

i hate polisci papers!!!

bye bye~~