it's so quiet here. berkeley is so empty. sproul is so peaceful...where are all the protestors now? the war is still going on, but i guess the protestors have gone on a break. how serious were they? xP

home was.. i don't know. i know that for most people, they go home to get pampered and they see it as a time of rest. for me, home is a little bit more stressful. i guess my mom just expects more from me, but.. i'm tired too. when i come home, i want to rest; when i come home, my mom wants me to help her out. it ends up in conflict...so i got into another fight with her. i don't know. i know in a lot of ways i should be a better daughter, but my selfish sinful side always seems to be stronger than that one. xP bad, i know. something i'm still struggling with...

but home wasn't all bad. i went out and had fun. watched Dreamcatcher and View from the Top. they were both.. ok. not so great though. i went out with jae and her high school friends... sorta made a fool of myself though. xP sorry jae~ -__-;; i tend to do that. nomorealcoholforme...

it's kinda lonely up here. there are a few people left here, but they're all busy doin their own thang. i was going to get started on my paper for polisci, but we'll see how far we get on that.. haha~ especially since the library closes at five, and i work til five everyday. maybe i'll go during my lunch breaks? haha, we'll see...

dang.. i'm too dependent on people....

Lord, help me to turn to You...