you know that one simpson's episode where abe simpson's girlfriend dies and leaves him all that money? then he tries to go out and help people, but as he tries to find where to put his money, he finds that there's not enough money? he gets all hopeless because there seems to be so much wrong in the world to right. that's how i feel every time i go to my crp class. my prof is cool cuz he wants us to get out there and help people, but then.. i feel so lost as to where? who? how? i don't have enough time or money to make a real difference! i get all overwhelmed because i don't know where to devote my time to.... why am i typing this? hrmm.. i donno.. maybe this is just my way of reminding myself that just because i feel overwhelmed doesn't mean i should stay that way.... i need to find a volunteer thingie... i have to get 16 hrs of volunteer work (instead of a midterm) before the end of the semester.... any suggestions?

dang, i'm hungry.....

i don't like my new blog template... x( so jae, when are you going to change it? xD

i'm tired....

uggh~ i'm turning into alex! i complain way to much. must stop~~