I was just inspired by Jenn...hehe~
It is almost 9:30 PM. I have a final in less than 11 hours. I just woke up. Yea, talk about screwed.
I tried to wake up (honestly!) by 6 PM. I had very many people calling me and trying to make sure that I was up (thanks guys~), but I just couldn't get up. It could be the culmination of my sleepless nights, and so I just crashed after I came back from work. Last night was yet another all-niter, but this one wasn't that bad. x) I've had 2 all-niters for school, and 2 all-niters just talking w/ people. Last night was the latter. I had this great idea to go home at midnight and eat pasta w/ meat and onions, no sauce (it's a lot better than you would expect, but we felt like we should be communicating in grunts), w/ girsty. But Jenn was trying to walk home alone! So girsty and I said that we'd walk her. She said that she was going to go home to study some more so we invited her to come and eat and "study" with us. x) Misery loves company, right? I'm so glad that she came. ^^
We didn't get much studying done, but it was really nice. We talked about random things, and it was just a time of mad grubbing and chillin. I love my underclassmen. I know that I've been really busy these days, and that's been my excuse. There are so many people that I want to get to know better, but my self-centered view makes it hard for me to reach out to them. I am so thankful that I've met the people that I have met, but even with close friends, I've found myself pulling away. I know that being alone is important, but not so much that I am always alone. After all, God did create Eve to be Adam's helper...and friend.
*sigh* It makes me sad that I will soon be leaving and leaving all these wonderful people behind. I will always have the memories, but I think that will just make me ache for it more. When else will I be able to stay up until the wee hours of the morning making fun of girsty's fingers, I mean toes (muahaha~ I love you girsty! *wave*)? When else will I get a chance to get to know someone a little better by inviting them over to stay over and study and eat with me? When else will there be gajillions of people at the library--all suffering together, yet finding the time to come by and drop by some encouragement? When else will I have all this accountability? When else will people call me to wake me because I left a message on my AIM asking them to?
I gotta take advantage of the time I have left...
Lord, thank You for everything. For the things that You have taught me here. For the people that You have allowed my paths to cross with. For the love that you have demonstrated through these people. For being so good to me...
Before I go: Flushing NY ahahahahahaahahah~~~ !!!
The last day!!! WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It is almost 9:30 PM. I have a final in less than 11 hours. I just woke up. Yea, talk about screwed.
I tried to wake up (honestly!) by 6 PM. I had very many people calling me and trying to make sure that I was up (thanks guys~), but I just couldn't get up. It could be the culmination of my sleepless nights, and so I just crashed after I came back from work. Last night was yet another all-niter, but this one wasn't that bad. x) I've had 2 all-niters for school, and 2 all-niters just talking w/ people. Last night was the latter. I had this great idea to go home at midnight and eat pasta w/ meat and onions, no sauce (it's a lot better than you would expect, but we felt like we should be communicating in grunts), w/ girsty. But Jenn was trying to walk home alone! So girsty and I said that we'd walk her. She said that she was going to go home to study some more so we invited her to come and eat and "study" with us. x) Misery loves company, right? I'm so glad that she came. ^^
We didn't get much studying done, but it was really nice. We talked about random things, and it was just a time of mad grubbing and chillin. I love my underclassmen. I know that I've been really busy these days, and that's been my excuse. There are so many people that I want to get to know better, but my self-centered view makes it hard for me to reach out to them. I am so thankful that I've met the people that I have met, but even with close friends, I've found myself pulling away. I know that being alone is important, but not so much that I am always alone. After all, God did create Eve to be Adam's helper...and friend.
*sigh* It makes me sad that I will soon be leaving and leaving all these wonderful people behind. I will always have the memories, but I think that will just make me ache for it more. When else will I be able to stay up until the wee hours of the morning making fun of girsty's fingers, I mean toes (muahaha~ I love you girsty! *wave*)? When else will I get a chance to get to know someone a little better by inviting them over to stay over and study and eat with me? When else will there be gajillions of people at the library--all suffering together, yet finding the time to come by and drop by some encouragement? When else will I have all this accountability? When else will people call me to wake me because I left a message on my AIM asking them to?
I gotta take advantage of the time I have left...
Lord, thank You for everything. For the things that You have taught me here. For the people that You have allowed my paths to cross with. For the love that you have demonstrated through these people. For being so good to me...
Before I go: Flushing NY ahahahahahaahahah~~~ !!!
The last day!!! WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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