I'm such a stinker....

Just 2 minutes ago, I was feeling really overwhelmed, and very burdened. Especially financially. I've never been good at managing money, and I probably never will be, but I just wished that I didn't have to work.. Just for 1 week so that I could concentrate on studying for LSATs. But I guess that would be easy, and we can't have me slack off. I'd probably wasted all that extra time anyway... God works in wonderful ways. I need to trust in Him more.

I guess I've been wondering why God made it so that I had to work. (I mean, I've always asked "why" but I've been doing it a lot more lately). Why it is that I'm always counting my hours and my money. It's definitely not a fun way to live. I can't say that I haven't learned my share of lessons. (Like how evil credit cards are and how I'm going to be paying them off for the rest of my life..-__-;; A lesson learned a little too late). But I wish that for one semester I could just enjoy being a student and not have to work. Not that I don't enjoy my work--I love my job environment. Just today, one of my bosses burst out singing "You sexy thing" by Marvin Gaye. I would like to think that I'd continue to work, just because it's a good thing. But working out of necessity and working for pleasure are two totally different things. I don't know. I complain too much.

Lord, take my life.