I'm so disgusting...I slept for 14 hours today. Yes.. FOURTEEN! I went to sleep at 2 AM then woke up at 4 PM today. -__-;; Alex said that it was disturbing that I slept so much. It's not like I haven't done this before, but I hate it when I do that. I really feel disgusting.. xP GROSS~~

I was doing some LSAT homework, but I decided that I don't want to do it anymore. haha~ Might as well do it later on tonight since I will be awake to make up for all that sleep I slept!

I just had a thought...I'm really blessed. Even those things that I think are a curse are really a blessing. Those things and people that I feel like are only a bother are actually real blessings from God. Even if they are a bother sometimes, without them, I wouldn't be the person that I am. Without them, I'd just be alone, which is my biggest fear. And maybe I'm even more of a bother to them then they are to me.. I'm still tryin to see people as just souls, and see that God loves every single one of them. The things of my life that I say are burdensome and hard are actually just the responsibilities that God knows that we can handle together. I tend to look at other people's lives and wonder why I wasn't born with the luxuries that they have. God would never give me anything that I wouldn't be able to get through, and Him giving me these burdens means that He trusts me to get through...kinda like giving me 2 talents instead of 1, ya kno? (I don't know if that was heretical, but I'm just trying to make some kind of analogy here..) I don't know. I am tired beyond belief and I still wish it would all end, but I know that God is with me. And that makes me feel so much better.

If only I could have remember this everyday...