I refused to work on my paper until 5, so I stopped at 4:30. I didn't even look it over. By far, this was the worst paper I've ever written my entire life. I've never spent so much time on a paper just to have it suck even harder than it started out. The good news is that it's over.
Seriously, when I came back from the library, it was like 4:55, so I had a total of 5 mins to sit there and be tired before my LSAT study date came over to go over some LSAT stuff. It was not fun. Now, I'm doing nothing. I know that I should keep going with the LSAT stuff, but I just need to do nothing for a little bit. Maybe a few days.
Speaking of my LSAT study buddy, she is goin through some craziness right now. *wow* I don't know if I should post it since it has something to do with legal proceedings, so I won't. But bascially she was given an opportunity to better herself in return for slandering someone else. And she turned it down. They're still harassing her, but she refuses to budge. Honestly, I was really impressed. I don't know what I would do in that position. It humbled me a lot. She's such a sweetie though. She's 27, but we relate on a lot of levels. It's always cool to have older friends. I hope that we can stay friends.. x) Even after all this LSAT poop. Honestly, I think I have such good luck when it comes to meeting the most awesome people. I've met some AMAZING people. They've been sooo wonderful and I just feel so blessed all the time when I'm around them.
Then again, I also seem to attract the stinky boys that hurt me beyond belief.. but that's all in the past, thank goodness. I think that I'm better at being friends with people than anything else. When feelings become involved I get so...weird. I don't know. I can't extract myself from that relationship, which skews things. You know how they say that love is blind? In my case, it's stupid too. I get sooo stupid. Things that I would NEVER allow anyone to get away with, I will condone if he's my bf. Did you know that one of my bf's indirectly told me that I was fat.. like all the time and I began to lose massive amounts of weight because of that?? Yea, I get that stupid. Like, you watch the korean dramas and you think, "OMG! That girl is SOO stupid!! What is wrong with her??!" And even I get all frustrated, but that's me. I'm the stupid girl in the Korean drama that takes abuse from her bf and can't separate herself from him even after he treats her like ddong. *sigh* Maybe one day I'll learn my lesson. Or even better, maybe there's someone out there who's not a jerk and will like me. Maybe...
But then, it's not always the guys' fault. It's my fault for liking them. GEEZ! Seriously, all it takes is a guy liking me and pursuing me, and I end up liking him back. In the words of someone wise, "FILTER!"
Haha, what the heck? Why did I blog about that?? ahaha, I'm weird. But at least I realize it. xD hehe~
Seriously, when I came back from the library, it was like 4:55, so I had a total of 5 mins to sit there and be tired before my LSAT study date came over to go over some LSAT stuff. It was not fun. Now, I'm doing nothing. I know that I should keep going with the LSAT stuff, but I just need to do nothing for a little bit. Maybe a few days.
Speaking of my LSAT study buddy, she is goin through some craziness right now. *wow* I don't know if I should post it since it has something to do with legal proceedings, so I won't. But bascially she was given an opportunity to better herself in return for slandering someone else. And she turned it down. They're still harassing her, but she refuses to budge. Honestly, I was really impressed. I don't know what I would do in that position. It humbled me a lot. She's such a sweetie though. She's 27, but we relate on a lot of levels. It's always cool to have older friends. I hope that we can stay friends.. x) Even after all this LSAT poop. Honestly, I think I have such good luck when it comes to meeting the most awesome people. I've met some AMAZING people. They've been sooo wonderful and I just feel so blessed all the time when I'm around them.
Then again, I also seem to attract the stinky boys that hurt me beyond belief.. but that's all in the past, thank goodness. I think that I'm better at being friends with people than anything else. When feelings become involved I get so...weird. I don't know. I can't extract myself from that relationship, which skews things. You know how they say that love is blind? In my case, it's stupid too. I get sooo stupid. Things that I would NEVER allow anyone to get away with, I will condone if he's my bf. Did you know that one of my bf's indirectly told me that I was fat.. like all the time and I began to lose massive amounts of weight because of that?? Yea, I get that stupid. Like, you watch the korean dramas and you think, "OMG! That girl is SOO stupid!! What is wrong with her??!" And even I get all frustrated, but that's me. I'm the stupid girl in the Korean drama that takes abuse from her bf and can't separate herself from him even after he treats her like ddong. *sigh* Maybe one day I'll learn my lesson. Or even better, maybe there's someone out there who's not a jerk and will like me. Maybe...
But then, it's not always the guys' fault. It's my fault for liking them. GEEZ! Seriously, all it takes is a guy liking me and pursuing me, and I end up liking him back. In the words of someone wise, "FILTER!"
Haha, what the heck? Why did I blog about that?? ahaha, I'm weird. But at least I realize it. xD hehe~
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