Everything that is a blessing in my life is the direct result of God's work in my life. I really want everything to be that daughter that He has commanded me to be--dependent on Him only and reaching for Him only. I know how much it hurts when you give someone everything that you are able to give, and they don't think it's enough. So why do I do that to God? Why do I constantly tell Him that His everything isn't enough for me? I hurt Him everyday the way that people have hurt me those few times in my life. Maybe God is trying to show me, through my pain, how much my rejection hurts Him...