so it's finally come time to leave....

i've been trying to frantically finish up everything before i leave.. it's been pretty harrowing... cleaning the apt for my subletters, tryin to get the last minute stuff that i was supposed to have already bought... tryin to write my thank you cards.. supposed to be finished with the reading.. xP omy.. it never ends.. so i gotta see if i got everything packed.. but it's kind of hard cuz i'm not even really sure what i'm supposed to be packin. i'm trying to take into consideration everything, but in doing so, i think that i might take too much. xP and i'm not supposed to have that much stuff. as i was packin, i realized how material i am. xP really.. here i am packing for missions, but i can't seem to choose which articles of clothing to leave out. xP they strongly suggested that we take a week's worth of clothing, but.. basically... i think i took enough clothes for the entire month. so i tried to go back and take out some stuff, but i ended up only taking out a few clothes.. x( i'm such a reject, really... i don't know why clothes means so much to me.. x( *sigh* even the preparations for missions is showing me how sinful i am. how connected to this world i am. x( what is wrong with me.... *sigH* so i have to re-re pack. xP cuz i've already re-packed once.. but i guess i should look thru my clothes again.. i know that the weather is supposed to be stinkin hot.. but i should take a light sweater or something, right? xP i don't know mang.. i really don't know....

back to my 'to do' list....