it's so crazy sometimes... how God is so good.

i know that yesterday i was havin some issues. especially with missions and everything.. trusting in God is something that i've never been really good at, so when things looked like it was going to crumble.. i immediately panicked. xP i've been having some financial problems. one of them being my rent while i'm gone for missions. i just didn't have enough to pay for rent while i was gone. and since i wouldn't be working, that would leave me pretty much penniless. last night, out of sheer resignation, i asked God to open a door for me somehow. this morning, i get a call from lovely and she asks if she can sublet my place. i couldn't believe it! seriously.. how can God show me so much love when i keep on doubting Him? x( i'm such a horrible daughter. wow... GOD is SO GOOD! He's so good to me!!!