aaah~ shower is so nice!!!

jst got back from vbs. omg... soooooo tiring~ but good of course. i don't know... sometimes i think that the kids at kcpc are wayyy too spoiled, but then again.. they are soo cute! hehe~ but it did test me mentally, spiritually, and definitely physically. omg..... it was bad.. i'm sooo sore!

i noticed that even in the things that i do to glorify God.. things that i want to do in order to praise Him and things like that.. i always pervert it to become something for my own gain.. xP as if me doing it will bring me more recognition or something. hmm, it's kind of hard to explain without giving u a specific example.. haha, and i guess i'd rather not give a specific example.. xP hehe~ cuz then.. yeah... jst.. i don't want to...

so here i am... needing to do a lot of stuff before my departure this thursday.. but i'm blogging.. *sigH* this is really bad.. but i need to get these thoughts out of my head i guess...

hehe too bad these thoughts are so jumbled they wouldn't make much sense to anyone.. not even me.... hmmm...i'll get back to you on this later....