i talked to double L today.. it's so weird.. when i talk to her, all my defenses go down. i don't think that i'm quite as honest with anyone as i am with her. especially when it comes to my feelings that i feel like i shouldn't be having. i guess it's just this weird way that she sort of always seems to understand where i'm coming from.. hehe, it makes it easier to lay my feelings out when i don't have to lay it all out.. she gets it before i lay it all out. (or at least she seems like she does... either that or she's a great actress). i also had a nice long talk with Daddy, which i haven't done in a long while. i just hope that i'm paying attn to the answer that He gives me, and that i won't ignore it... and that i'll follow it, no matter what. doode, seriously... i don't think i've reveled in the greatness of God lately.. GOD IS SO GREAT!!!! that's all i have to say~ and so is double L.. hehe~ don't know what i'd do without her... thanks girl! *muah* love ya!