gosh i'm tired....

it's 9:30 am. i'm at work. today was probably the best day--i was only 1 hr late. -___-;; i'm so not a morning person.... *sigh*

i'm so sleepy right now. last night, against my better judgement, we ended up staying up (again) til 5 am. dummy me. but yeah.. i made it to work (barely) earlier than all the days i've been up here. we watched harry potter and baked a cake and ate it with milk. *ughhhhhhh..* can i just tell you how much it sucks to become lactose?? T-T you can't even enjoy something as simple as cake and milk because of the after effects.. spewww.. let's just say my stomach is not too happy with me.. xP *uggghhhhh*

it's pretty chill up here.. no school. no summer classes to worry about. just WORK. x( it really does suck working full time, and i'm not even working FULL full time, cuz i have the option of going in late, etc. and if i really wanted a day or two off, i could get it.. (i think) i wonder how i'm going to handle it after school, when all there is is work. ugh~! i know that i complain about how much i hate school all the time, but it's not so bad. i think that if i just went to school without the work, it could be a lot more enjoyable. like.. school without all the outside pressures. but then again, that would bascially be a continuation of high school--living off your parents.. living in this security bubble where there is no room for growth...

sleeeeeeeeeeeppppppppyyyy~~ haha, and i've only been here for like 45 mins.. how am i going to last for 8 hrs????? will i make it? i'll update later...