eric took me to eat steak today~ YUM!!! it was SO friggin good~ 12 oz of medium rare sirloin steak in my belly, giving me massive food coma right now.. *drool* thanks eric~ keke! it was SO YUM! it was good to get out too.. xP been stuck around here for too long.. i don't know. i've been having this feeling of restlessness lately. i just don't want to be here sometimes, but i know that i gotta do what i gotta do. sometimes i wish i was void of feelings so that i could just continue without thinking about how i'm going to feel later. you know what i mean? i think that feelings get in the way of me being productive. cuz sometimes i just sit there and do nothing cuz i don't "feel" like doing anything.. xP blah~ how lazy can i be? i don't know... i'm in this mood where i wish that i were really articulate so that i could write and write and feel refreshed, but i don't think that's gonna happen right now. my brain's just a muddle and i can't seem to dig any sense from it. i just feel so tired. like... him ppah jut suh, completely and totally. it's not a nice feeling.. it's just heavy. maybe it's just the food coma talking.. hehe~ i wouldn't be surprised if it were... maybe i should go get some sleep...