Prone to wander ~ Chris Rice

On the surface not a ripple
Undercurrent wages war
Quiet in the sanctuary
Sin is crouching at my door
Ohh~

How can I be so prone to wander,
so prone to leave you,
so prone to die
And how can you be
so full of mercy and race
to meet me to bring me back to life~
Ohh~

I wait to find my soul in fragments
Give into a thousand loves
Only one will have no rival
Hangs to heal me
Spills his blood..
Ohh~

How can I be so prone to wander,
so prone to leave you,
so prone to die
And how can you be
so full of mercy and race
to meet me to bring me back to life~

Curse reversing day of Jesus
When you finally seize my soul
Freedom from myself will be the sweetest rest
I’ve ever know

How can I be so prone to wander,
so prone to leave you,
so prone to die
And how can you be
so full of mercy and race
to meet me to bring me back to life~

dang~ this song describes me so well.. it's scary. i guess the greatest thing is that He always races back to meet me and bring me back. no matter how many times i turn away, He is always there with His arms open to take me back. and i don't know why or how i'm not satisfied or content with that kind of love. how can i be so selfish and ungratefuL? wow. it's so amazing, God's love. it really is... i can't understand why He would waste it on me. but i'm SO grateful that He finds me worthy somehow. SO thankful that He is so great and i am so not. x) it's really a great thing to be His child....